Slept close to 4am. Was watching this show that could drive you nuts after watching it. SHIIIIIIIII SHANG JI YOU MAA MAAA HAOOOOOOO, YOU MA DI HAIIIII ZHIIIII DUNO WAD BLABLABLA. =x Hrms. So it's that Chinese song that keeps repeating throughout the show. My sis claims that the person only had enough money to buy copyright for this song. =x Heh. I downloaded the 30days Adobe CS trial. Nice! And with the help of the tutorial from some forum, I managed to create my first ever moving GIF image. =D No one seems to be online. =/ Off for now.
* There are a lot of "if only"(s) running through my mind. Full of regrets now. But I somehow think I did my best - almost. Maybe this is the path God wants me to go. =/ Nyp sent me the letters and stuff. I still don't want to go. Bahh. The only reason I opened up the letter is to find the deadline for handing the form up. I can't find any so I shan't bother much. I don't want to pay for something I don't really like. How am I to tell them that? I really don't think I should go at all. It'll just spoil my mood and affect me.
Waking up seems so much like a chore. I think dreams are much more pleasant. I'm being tied down by the stress and it hurts so, so much. I just don't know what to do. Going out is just a form of escapism to temporarily remove the load off my shoulders. But the moment I step into my home, it comes back again.
I've got no mood to go to Malaysia or whatever unless it's some English country. This time I won't go. Especially if you're planning to travel for hours just for a night's stay in Genting? You must be crazy. I'd rather stay home and save money. =)
I'm thinking of Accounting since they tell me the pay's high. But I still want to work in a hospital. =/ Thinking of this makes me sick. Off for now.